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| Saturday, December 19, 2009 |
| 那天的雨 |
其实 我的爱好很简单
就是很悠闲的
在一个静静的地方 看雨景
今天 就是这么一个下午
下雨了
而我 就在窗边 听着想听的歌
一个人 静静的 看着雨下
很喜欢
思绪被雨吃掉的感觉
心情被雨洗涤的轻松
好久 没这样了
很想 时间就这样停下
但
雨 总有停下的一刻
白日梦 也有醒来的时候
雨后 回到现实吧
那个 有太阳 有彩虹
的繁忙世界
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♥Kiss The Rain♥
#听着这首歌 是很多人爱听的吗？
纯纯的钢琴音 很像掉落在地上的珍珠
音 都敲进心里了
很好奇 那个演奏者是否也爱雨景#
生命中
不断地有人离开或进入
于是，看见的，看不见了
记住的，遗忘了
生命中
不断地有得到和失落
于是，看不见的，看见了
忘的，记住了
然而
看不见的
是不是就等于不存在
记住的
是不是永远不会消失
Labels: kiss the rain~ |
posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 2:08 PM  |
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| Saturday, December 12, 2009 |
| 愿～ |
最近 好多情绪
有一点烦
就这么一点。
回到那让我战战兢兢的 营
心情 非笔墨所能形容
有个人 她
问我心情如何
我只答 很复杂
心里 在拔河
不知 该让谁赢
黄莲 的味道我尝过了
回到我最深的 思绪
总觉得自己好幼稚
好像小孩似的
怎么自己就不能坦然地分享呢
就不能阔达点吗
小孩
会因为心爱的东西被抢走
而 闹别扭 哭闹
我 不该这样的
因为 世上有种东西
是无条件 不能被约束 很大很大的
它 好像属于你 其实又不属于你
很乱的
尝试着
接受 宽容 祝福 了解 体谅
那么
心里会好过一点的
可是 还是很想说
你 别抢我东西
我 不爽。
PS：真的很对不起…请允许我自私就这么一次…不然我很难受。我不会再介意了。
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| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 5:50 PM |
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| Thursday, December 03, 2009 |
| NOW. |
For a moment i thought i have forgotten how to let go of my feelings and emotions. And luckily i havent. It flowed out just like a damped river.
But deep down i know. It's still there. Right now i just wanna escape. Yeah. Defence mechanism. Let me rest and i'll be ok. I promise. To myself.
IF NOT NOW, WHEN?
IF NOT HERE, WHERE?
THE PURPOSE OF SADNESS IS TO HEAL.
(Thats why its ok to cry. It's healthy.)
JOY IS WHEN EVERYTHING IS OKAY.
(Okay is when we perceive things the best way possible. Which need alot of self awareness.)
WHY DO I HAVE TO DO MY BEST?
WHY AM I HERE?
WHY AM I DOING THIS?
(To always remind ourselves of the reason for us to live. To self-value.)
May God bless me, always. |
| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 7:13 PM |
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| Saturday, October 31, 2009 |
| cheers~ |
it's been another 1 month plus i din update my blog....well...here i m again...generally, blogging needs the right mood to do so, n i do have those moments when emotions rush in turbulences, which i feel like sitting here alone n just blog my feelings out...but what to do, i don't even have a moment to waste if its not study week..haha...
okay....so now im having study week...everyone is so stressed-out bout study study n study...while i get all the sleep in the world n enjoyed every moment claiming back all the day-dreams i missed.....^^ (i do have papers to take thou....haha..)
as in what the Chinese saying goes, time passes in blinks....i dun think i even blinked before realizing the whole semester is gone...omg....i wonder how i survived through the tough times, and enjoyed so much in such a short time...
and one more thing....i dun thk there is turning back for me. full stop. no more struggling.
that settles everything. n left only happy things to share.
this is from my sister's blog post, and i would like to share with you guys: Yesterday is history...
Tomorrow is mystery...
But Today is a gift...
Thats why it is called a Present...Unfold it....or you will never know what is awaiting you....=)and just to add, i LOVE my present.^^
The present is always full of
nervousness@confidence,
happiness@tears,
doubts@peace,
touching moments@frustrations,
excitements@boredom,
anger@forgiveness,
ups@downs,
love@hatred
etc etc etc.........
those are what makes our life memorable n beautiful.
i just need to remind myself about these occationally. to pull me thru when im vulnerable.
life is fair enough if we focus less on what people get. instead, be grateful of what we have. the most precious treasure might fool us appearing as something we ignore. im lucky enough to have everything im having now. =)
*tomorrow is always a mystery*
cheers~
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| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 2:00 PM |
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| Tuesday, September 22, 2009 |
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i miss inteyo.
the fact that I'm more vulnerable now makes me crazy...where are my mental strengths? where are my determinations? where goes my ENERGY??
I'm not tired physically. but yet I'm so weak to accomplish anything the way i want. or the way people wants. I'm starting to back off from the reality and my duties. things are all in a mess. they are spread in front of me,and im just staring at them. 1 thing for sure, i procrastinate more than ever. my fault here. can i change? can i carry the weight of so many duties n responsibilities? can i just concentrate and finish up my work???
im not in the place to blame anything or to complaint or to cry or to ask for a break. so i might as well just STOP talking rubbish over here. yeah right.
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EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
maybe all these happen so that i can learn something. no matter what is it. i'll find back my mental strength, and give my full commitments in everything i do. well, as many as i can afford. i will not procrastinate anymore, so that in the end of the day i will have extra time to rest myself instead of wasting them over stupid things. people trust me enough to assign me those responsibilities. thus my duty is to accomplish those jobs. i hate disappointments from others. and i hate breaking promises. ALOT.
so....i guess everything is settled here. okay. thanks.
(but i STIll miss INTEYO.i need mental and emotional recharging.)
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| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 3:41 PM |
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| Wednesday, August 05, 2009 |
| ♥ 那天的彩虹 ♥ |
那天的彩虹，很美 。
♥五出彩虹♥ 是应为我们在五舍的生活会是多姿多彩的 。
我们27个，注定是兄弟姐妹 。才会在彩虹前的暴风雨相遇 。
你们166个，也会是我的家人。以前不是，现在是，以后也会是。
我很爱家，也很爱我的家人，更爱陪我笑、陪我哭的妳们2个。
很多时候我很想参与，可是婉拒却是我无能为力的答案。
也有时候我很想和你们出外闯荡，但身上身上背着的职责自容许我从那2楼的窗户眺望。
更多时候，我渴望与你们一起享受那短暂相聚的时刻。
我觉得我是很幸福的。真的。很谢谢你们一票人。
我会很坚强的。（真的）
那天的彩虹，很美。
那天的我们，很团结。
那天的天使们，也很可爱。
彩虹
身为一道彩虹 雨过了就该闪亮整片天空
让我深爱的你感到光荣
身为一道彩虹 尽全力也要换你一片笑容
够了 我爱你 不必人懂 不必人懂
只要不醒过来 这就不是梦
请看见我 请拥抱我 体温别溜走
好多话想说 好多事要做
请天空给我 请世界给我
再多一点停留
身为一道彩虹 雨过了就该闪亮整片天空
让我深爱的你感到光荣
身为一道彩虹 尽全力也要换你一片笑容
够了 我爱你 不必人懂
亲爱的你 若有感动 请牢记在心中
下一次下雨 能看见的 那道彩虹
不再可能是我
身为一道彩虹 雨过了就该闪亮整片天空
让我深爱的你感到光荣
身为一道彩虹 尽全力也要换你一片笑容
够了 我爱你 不必人懂
只要你懂
我深信彩虹永远不会淡去，因为在心中的回忆会随时间变得更醇。
我有所爱的人事物，可生命总是充满矛盾。 |
| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 8:54 PM |
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| Monday, August 03, 2009 |
| im still not moving away--- |
once i heard:
life is for us to solve problems, not to be solved by problems.
it was from a wise man i love so much.
indeed, life is nothing but to solve every problem that we face in our everyday life, vary in size and level of difficulty. i find it quite a motivator to keep myself level guarded whenever i felt a sudden gush of despair or frustration.
im recently reminded of that phrase. it was after my interview in KL...i admit that since young, i didnt really encounter such a time when i feel so small.
it was the "unfinished" blog draft 2 months b4.
the luck is i accidentally found this 2day.and dis is the exact thing i needed.the depression i felt 2 months b4 seems so small 2 b noticed as compared to my current situation.
am i going to b solved by problems or what??? no way....im going to survive...yeah rite...i said that....bt can i do it?
its just so yet to know.we'll see.
had many cries recently......no worries...i dun nid to pay for tears.
had an xtra big cry 2day. called up dad...as always...he noes me like nobody n gave advise like nobody in the world. hopefully i'll survive. i cant afford to let anyone down. especially those i love.i'll try vry vry hard.
n 1 more thg....
dad, thx 4 evrythg. i love u.
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| posted by yokehaw 毓皓 @ 11:46 PM |
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